I chose the name of this blog for a specific reason- ‘The
Velocity Of’, with the tagline ‘Finding the velocity of success.’ I intend for
this blog to help me in the effort of forging my own path for success.
A lot of times, people talk about the future, and success,
like it’s some sort of an accident that we happen upon in life. It’s something
that we’re both with, or we achieve success by luck. When I was younger, I
bitterly believed in same lines of thought- that since I wasn’t born into some
sort of TV-worthy success story, that it was either luck, or the gutter for me
at best.
Of course, the reality is that being born into a loving and,
though at times difficult, supportive family in the United States of America is being lucky, and is being born into success, and I don’t want to discount those
advantages and privileges by any means. I only mean to say that when I was
younger, the reality of my own privilege was largely invisible to someone as
self-centered and egocentric as an intelligent teenager.
I’ve come to understand that success is something that we
make with a combination of hardwork and talent- but even a lot of talent comes
from hard work. As lazy and despondent and depressed as I was during the last
few weeks of unemployment, and even before when I was living miserably overseas
because of money issues and my unpleasant work environment, I let all of my
talents and hobbies go fallow, unused and wasted.
The last week has been incredibly invigorating. Things
finally began a turn around when I got a call on Wednesday asking me to come in
the following day for an interview at a call center downtown. I was wary after
interviewing a few other places, so I accepted without letting my hopes get too
high. I did well in the interview, and went in for a group orientation the day
after the interview. I had been offered a job after two months of miserable
unemployment.
Things have been snowballing since then. My first day of
training, I was asked to take a logic test after expressing interest in their
IT department. I managed to score so well that they put me into training with
their IT department immediately, along with a modest raise and skipping the
usual 2-3 month waiting period for adjustment before moving agents into
departments.
I also have an interview for Kaplan, the world’s gold
standard in test prep for a part-time position teaching the GRE. It’s the
final, third interview with them and I’m both nervous and excited. I’m feeling
excited and enthusiastic, and I’m going to ride this wave of enthusiasm into a
really positive and exciting success.
Since the first interview with my call center, I immediately
felt buoyed. I finally started this blog, a project that I’ve wanted to begin
for a while. I started my personal writing up again, began some non-fiction
reading and signed up for a bunch of free Massively-Open Online Courses over at
Coursera.com. I feel great, and the more steps towards positivity that I take,
the further I want to go.
It’s all a fantastic reminder that in a lot of ways, we
build our own futures. This blog is dedicated to my journey. I’m no longer
searching for the path to success- that’s something I build myself, out of my
own blood, sweat, and tears. Instead, I’m searching for the velocity of
success- not the road, but the rate.
Success is my state of mind, and I may be crawling right
now, but it’s a hell of a lot better than no movement at all- and it’ll be no
time at all before I’m running, and then flying.
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